Sunday, January 09, 2005

I Will Not Destroy Myself

Destroy

Beating, slicing, structuring
Opening my will to God
Listening my heart open still
Passiveness will yet kill
Clarity will expose my will

Pressing, holding, feeling
Using my emotion for me
Getting my fix, my fill
Passiveness can yet heal
Action will expose my will

Dysfunction of will
Mess of a thrill
Damnation is gone
Yet i am a pawn
To my own ...........

On your throne
I am glad you love
Me as sorry as
I am. Death is
Gone. I will not.

1999

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