A Dialogue of Decision

D.O.D.

where are you going to teach when you get done?
are u thinking u may go out of state?
i dont know
are you going to try to get liscensed anywhere else?
i try not to think about it.
why?
thats not what im supposed to do.

what do u mean?
end school or teach or leave?
im not sure.
something is changing.
i dont know wht yet.
hm.....fun
u scared?
nervous?
angry.
why?
can you talk?
yes.
u want to call my apt.
i've got some time.
i think im supposed to be in ministry of some type and not ... whatever else this other stuff is called
no.
ok
i dont want to speak these words yet
ok
that usually brings on new things
yeah
what do you mean other stuff?
work
9-5
ah.................... any new doors in your hallway?
ha, they've always been there, but ive put up locks on them.
but someone keeps taking the locks off faster then i can put them on....
can't do that,
who do you think it is?
i know.
i think 2 people
people?
sure
living here or just visiting?
that confused me
me 2
the holy spirit and my regenerated spirit
thank you
they can be very insistant
you've resolve something or got to go?
ha.
neither
come to terms? maybe?
i don't know, never mind i pry know your answer

11.12.03