Seperate

Last night i had a dream. It gave me feelings; maybe that's why i think it is intresting. sometimes ithink a dream was fun or weird or just ridiculous. but usually i doint remmeber feeling particular emotions. this one did.

by now the images are rather vague. but i remember that the first part of my dream was dealing with a trip to NY. i was in buffallo (like the trip i just took). it was a simple ordel. i was going to the movies to see the new starwars movie. my friend was there so we went there together. however, when we went into the theatre there were only two seats open. one was in the front the other in the back. we of course ended up siting apart form each other. i rememebr feeling a distinct feeling of longing and not watching the movie but watching their head with the colored glow fromt hte big screen, as i had taken the set toward the back.

the next thing that was to happen is a zoom to another location. this on e was in a shopping mall. i dont recall everbeing to this mall, but i do recall dreaming about being in it before. well int ehis mall the band bright eyes was playing. they had a concerthall in the mall. well i really cant remember all the circumstances, but i do recall not being able to be with my friendagain, well this time i didnt get invited into teh concert, as they had the tickets and i did not.

i felt deep sorrow at this point and the feeling of seperation. for anyone who has felt that seperation feeling, then you know how this felt and what a crummy way to drem that would be. i woke up at five hoping i could stay up and work; not the case. but i did toss and turn a bit until 9.